cheer up!

home again

the weekend in leipzig was great, thank you all!
we had a lot of fun at the kiwi! :D
but now i'm sick and have to take meds.. GAY!
somehow i'm argueing with my best friend again
always via msn i realy do hate it!... i would like to clarify this but i don't know how._.
however i do not feel this bad, i'm confused.

thanks for reading, friends and strangers ♥

Outsider - Alone/Loner

Is there anyone to heal my wound
If i leave it alone, it's going to continually get worse
I'm really scared of love and people
I'm afraid of being alone, i'm afraid of being forgotten
Always a loner, i close the door to my heart
Bearing my sadness on my back, i live like a fool
I close my eyes and cover my ears
I lock myself in the gloomy darkness
Yeah, living for one minute, one second is not living
Everyday, i fear every day

M'aidez! someone, pull me out!

Tired out..

Last night I didn't sleep well because it was suddenly pretty cold in Hannahs room and therefor I woke up a lot. Anyway I hate wednesday.. It's so annoying to sit in school for 11 hours and having a piano lesson afterwards!
But after I returned home I made some waffles with Isa and up to now our kitchen looks like a battlefield because we had no motivation to clean it up. I didn't do my homework yet but I guess I won't do them at all, I'm too tired right now x_x
I'll jump into my bed directly!! (-_-)Zzz...

Good night FUCKER! ♥
(Ow, I almost forgot to mention that Nezumi made me a sign! It's so cute, thanks!)

Welcome FUCKERS!

Today I decided to finally start writing into my blog!
(...yeah, it took me some time)
I will try to tell you something about me regularly :D
But for now that's all <3

Hope you'll enjoy reading!
Bye~

p.s.: I got my hair colored (thx to hannah)^^ now it's black again
... here's a picture