Zukki

mit worten kann man nicht beschreiben was du mir alles bedeutest und gibst..
damals dachte ich, ich könnte ohne herz nicht leben,
doch es funktioniert!
man bemerkt vielleicht ab und zu, dass ein organ fehlt, was sich in die brust eines anderen geschlichen hat,
doch wenn du in meiner nähe bist kann ich mich endlich wieder spühren.
bei jeder berührung merke ich wie du stück für stück alle lücken in mir schließt.
ohne dich wäre ich nur eine leere hülle, ohne gefühle.
Ein Individuum gefangen in einem vakuum.

i would jump with you into the void! .___.

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I will blog there as from now

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sano <3

Nana :D

DAISUKE OCHIDA - goodbye

(long time no post but this was striking me)

You only got 32 years old. Some say you died due to heartproblems and alc but i don't know if this information can be trusted.
A lot of people felt connected to you through listening to your music and visiting your concerts.
It is always sad if people have to leave this place
doesn't matter if they die young or not. But fer sure, for me, he didn't leave at all: he will live on in his fans hearts as long as they will think about and don't forget him!! And his music is a thing that will stay forever.

Selfmade popcorn

1. Legen sie den Beutel auseinander-gefaltet in die Mitte der Mikrowelle Hinweis "DIESE SEITE NACH OBEN" beachten. (ach ne? xDD)

2. Stellen sie das Gerät auf die höchste Leistungsstufe. Popzeit variiert je nach Mikrowellentyp und muss durch ausprobieren ermittelt werden. Beobachten sie den Popvorgang. Achten sie während der Zubereitung sorgsam auf die Popgeräusche. Schalten sie das Gerät ab, wenn das poppen nur noch vereinzelt erfolgt.

oh man.. der Rest war langweilig den zitier ich ma nicht mehr :D

look what she made for me

thank you ♥
(her shirt is sooo cute!!)

PANTIES!

That's why you should always wear a pant :D

Because life is so hard to explain
I've got chemicals swirls
In my brain

Coffee Break

I didn't want to make all of you angry/disappointed
I just needed a little time 'cause I've overcomitted myself

peut-être on a compris...

J-Day

shortly said: WHAT A DAY!!

i've met so many amazing people there (BLUMIO AS WELL :D) and the firework at the end of the day was pretty much amazing tho' it did rain like HELL..!
Furthermore our way home was a disaster:
first of all we ran around the city searching for tama's car for hours 'cause we totally forgot in which basement garage we did park it and after not finding it we found out that we had choosen the only garage that closed at night... TADAM!
Therefore we needed to call an emergency number. The unfriendly woman on the other end said it would cost us around 40€ to get back the car this night. But everything was better than staying the night soppy in front of a basement garage.
At 2 a.m. we were finally on the way home and to crown it all a-chan got flashed xD

The sentence we said the most this night was: "THIS IS WHAT LIFE IS!"

Irgendwie süß

Ich hab ja immer total angst, dass ich auf fotos tausend mal besser aussehe als in echt und dann schrieb da grad eine aus dem schülervz:


"Lesen auf eigene Gefahr!!

Ich habe dich Samstag mehrmals auf dem Japantag gesehen,als ich rumgelaufen bin.
Erst dachte ich,dass Hingehen und Hallo sagen vielleicht kein Selbstmord wäre,da du nett rüberkommst,aber ich habs trotzdem nicht gemacht...warum auch immer.
Das Problem bist nur ähm...du! xD~

Ich muss zugeben,dass ich deine Fotos hier im vz ja mochte,aber mich keins bisher vom Hocker gerissen hat (mal davon abgesehen,dass ich keinen Hocker besitze,vielleicht liegts auch daran <_<'. Dann aber sah ich dich da rumlaufen und war völlig erstarrt. Deine Ausstrahlung,deine ganze Art...du bist wunderschön.
Ich weiß,dass das dämlich klingt und du es wohl kaum ernst nehmen wirst,aber...ich musste das einfach loswerden. In natura bist du wirklich viel,viel schöner als auf den Bildern. Ich hab bisher noch keinen getroffen,bei dem das so ist.
Und nicht nur das bloße Aussehen...irgendwas zieht mich an dir an! xDDD
Nun ja...denk vielleicht drüber nach. Oder erzähl anderen zur Belustigung von dieser komischen Nachricht. Ich schicke sie gleich ab und bereue es schon.


S***"

(ich mag ihren schreibstil by the way)

Get well soon!

Yayy~ PARTY, I'm sick as hell! Got the flu and all of my friends too (that rhymes :D) 'cause we all spend the weekend together.
irgendwie lustig xD

but thanks to noah i'll be the first one who'll get well again:

A friend is someone who takes your hand but reaches your heart

Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.

Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.

Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.



I had so much fun this weekend!
Thank you!! (:

DUMBASSES!!!

some say time changes best friends can become strangers

I miss talking to you on the phone over hours
hearing your voice
laughing about senseless stuff
staying awake the whole night
not caring about anyone else but us
watching sad movies and crying together
beeing comforted by you
someone who was there for me everytime I needed him the most
playing online-games with you
writing letters in boring math-lessons addressed to you
telling everyone how awesome you are
and to fall asleep next to you knowing you would
still be there in the morning
I miss the person i trusted most
my best friend…


the time you left you took a part of me with you...

I always wrote you a letter when I felt miserable..
what you don’t know is.. I’m still doing it tough I know I can’t ever send it to you..
But it feels kinda as if you would still be there for me...

I miss you, I miss you so much ._.

Kai at my place

we didn't see each other like over 5 months o':

MONSTER PIZZA!

In the afternoon, my dad brought a creepy unhealthy FAAT pizza home
it was even bigger than it seems to be on the picture :D


yum.

dedicated to avian

Es ist wirklich traurig Freunde zu verlieren mit denen man einen Teil seines Lebens verbracht hat.
Mit denen man lachen konnte und die einen aufgemuntert haben, wenn mal gar nichts lief.
Wahrscheinlich vermisst jeder irgendwen..
und niemand kann wirlich wissen, ob sich die Wege in ferner Zukunft nich vielleicht doch noch einaml kreuzen und man wieder zueinander findet oder nicht.

imagining life as a book
you need to finish up with a chapter to start with a new, maybe even better one! try to turn the page and write in big latters "the best part of my life will still come" :D

Had a nice weekend

with a-chan, avian, fidi, aki, lan, hiko, steffi and nezu

on friday we were fooling around in the kids-section of H&M, bought a monster- mega- maxi- menu at mcdoanlads, spend time in a-chans car with music so loud you couldn't hear your own voice, made some pictures with a strange horn we found in my room and had a lot of fun!!!

on saturday there was a home party at lans place with fidi, avian, steffi and nezu. this time we didn't end up with a jelly-battle but with a noodle-fight. I've never ever seen so many noodles on the ground! wait... have i ever seen noodles on a floor?! oô

next day we went to the radarstation and climped to the top tower of it and from up there you can see every little detail of berlin, i love this place it's so beautiful and beyond words. next time we will make a barbecue up there :D YAY!

[gayness] I want to thank you all for making my life this perfect.. I can't and won't imagining it without you anymore. You'll forever have and be a part of my heart and i ask you: do you know any human being who could live without this thing called "heart"?
For me it's clear: I(T) CAN'T! [/gayness]