Dienstag, 15. Dezember 2009


Wir sind gefangen in unserem Gedankenkollektiv,
von außen stark, doch innen depressiv.
Lebe das Leben und frage dich dann,
für was hast du gekämpft? – wir sterben alle irgendwann!

Wir fliegen zu den Sternen und landen im Nichts.

Montag, 7. Dezember 2009


jaha~ ich war das wochenende in leipzig bei miko und reika :D
es war so sinnlos, lustig und gay <3

waren erst an der kiwi und da haben lavi und ich gesehen wie ein penner sein ganzes leben verloren hat..
der arme hat sich nämlich grad urst viel alk von seinem letzten geld gekauft und dann ist ihm echt seine tüte gerissen und das ganze zeug bestand nur noch aus einem scherbenmeer
hachja~ keine macht den drogen, ne? *hust*
achja und ich wurde von lavi angeleckt, ewww! -_-

irgendwann nachts haben wir noch ice age 3 gesehen xD liebe an diesen film!
"wer bläht, der hinten geht!"
und am samstag haben wir versucht twilight zu gucken..
der film war leider so langweilig, dass wir ein trinkspiel draus gemacht haben..
immer wenn "bella" "edward" "ich liebe dich" oder "vampir" vorkam musste man was trinken

erm ja, ans ende des films kann ich mich nicht mehr erinnern
die wir-gehen-um-4h-morgens-mal-zur-tankstelle-weil-sano-bock-auf-eis-hat-aktion war auch ziemlich geil (:

sonntag bin ich mit tausend von blauen flecken wieder nach hause..
danke für das schöne wochenende ♥


Samstag, 14. November 2009


(liest zwar anscheinend sowieso keiner, aber egal)

ich hab lange nicht mehr so schöne wörter gehört ._.
"i wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. i wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. i wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay"

danke.. ich liebe dich ♥

uuuh that's dirty

Look at my horse,
My horse is amazing
Give it a lick
Hmm, It tastes just like raisins

I have a stroke of it's mane
It turnes into a plane
And then it turns back again
When you tug on it's winky

Ohh that's dirty

Do you think think so?
Well I'd better not show you where the lemonade is made
Sweet lemonade
Mmm sweet lemonade
Sweet lemonade
Yeah sweet lemonade

Get on my horse
I'll take you round the universe
And all the other places too
I think you'll find that the universe pretty much covers everything
Shut up woman get on my horse

Donnerstag, 5. November 2009

Mittwoch, 21. Oktober 2009

Fasten your seatbelt!

"Sprich ein letztes gebet unsere reise beginnt. halt dich gut fest, wenn der propeller sich dreht sag mir fuehlst du die kraft, die uns vom boden erhebt?
Komm mit! wir machen eine himmelfahrt. bevor die welt um uns herum im meer versinkt. gib mir die Hand und komm mit mir auf himmelfahrt!"

Yeah, i'm in f*cking america right now! after 15h in the airplane we finally arrived in Orlando! I ♥ flying, how everything what's normally so big changes into such small things. It feels as if you're the king of the world! haha...! xD i made some pictures while i sat in the airplane (yah.. i know it's forbidden.. but i wanted to capture this moment) and everything is XXL here.. the food, the cars, the streets and even most people i saw 'til now xD one mcdonalds after another! i guess i can't see fastfood anymore when i'm back.. but now i take my monster-energydrink (♥) and go to the beach^^

enjoy your vacations!
(pics will follow when we're back to berlin)

Mittwoch, 14. Oktober 2009


Today i watched this video again... (http://veg-tv.info/Earthlings) it's so.... indescribable ._.

Samstag, 10. Oktober 2009

This is the new shit

Hannah, my parents and me went to poland today. I ate too much garlic and now I stink but maybe no vampire will attack me tonight!! xD
("can't eat anymore")
I bought a shirt and a belt with a lighter inside *-*

Mittwoch, 7. Oktober 2009

new hair

Yesterday I went to the coiffeur and got my hair cut (somehow there's no difference ._.)
here's the result

Sonntag, 4. Oktober 2009

BitchezKillah!! xD

This weekend was great! ♥
Thanks to nezumi my friday wasn't boring and I met a lot of cool people. We made funny pictures with pinky's camera but I guess I'll never see them xD
My saturday started at 8 o'clock with 2 hours sleep. Later on Fidi and me went to the mainstation to pick up the "leipziger"<3 After that we all went to the Harajukuday. We integrated a lot of people, Fidi drawed beards on our fingers (Dörte Sanchez! ARR!) and we even auctioned ourselves for 600 taler! XDand today hannah and me went to the giants. Monster-puppets which walked through berlin. I don't know why but they're scary!

Now I' ve to learn english.
Good night and sleep well!

Donnerstag, 1. Oktober 2009

Shopping with Fidi

I finally found a coat thanks to fidi (:

Dienstag, 29. September 2009

Montag, 28. September 2009

home again

the weekend in leipzig was great, thank you all!
we had a lot of fun at the kiwi! :D
but now i'm sick and have to take meds.. GAY!
somehow i'm argueing with my best friend again
always via msn i realy do hate it!... i would like to clarify this but i don't know how._.
however i do not feel this bad, i'm confused.

thanks for reading, friends and strangers ♥

Freitag, 25. September 2009

Outsider - Alone/Loner

Is there anyone to heal my wound
If i leave it alone, it's going to continually get worse
I'm really scared of love and people
I'm afraid of being alone, i'm afraid of being forgotten
Always a loner, i close the door to my heart
Bearing my sadness on my back, i live like a fool
I close my eyes and cover my ears
I lock myself in the gloomy darkness
Yeah, living for one minute, one second is not living
Everyday, i fear every day

M'aidez! someone, pull me out!

Mittwoch, 23. September 2009

Tired out..

Last night I didn't sleep well because it was suddenly pretty cold in Hannahs room and therefor I woke up a lot. Anyway I hate wednesday.. It's so annoying to sit in school for 11 hours and having a piano lesson afterwards!
But after I returned home I made some waffles with Isa and up to now our kitchen looks like a battlefield because we had no motivation to clean it up. I didn't do my homework yet but I guess I won't do them at all, I'm too tired right now x_x
I'll jump into my bed directly!! (-_-)Zzz...

Good night FUCKER! ♥
(Ow, I almost forgot to mention that Nezumi made me a sign! It's so cute, thanks!)

Montag, 21. September 2009

Welcome FUCKERS!

Today I decided to finally start writing into my blog!
(...yeah, it took me some time)
I will try to tell you something about me regularly :D
But for now that's all <3

Hope you'll enjoy reading!

p.s.: I got my hair colored (thx to hannah)^^ now it's black again
... here's a picture