Vacations are over now and i feel so damn exhausted. Since 2 weeks I haven't had one day for my own, it was always someone beside me. All this time I tried to cheer up so many people. I even hid my feelings just to conjure a smile on their faces. But somehow this was exactly what I needed right now. Because as long as i can see all of you smile i feel happy.
However time after time I ask myself if leaving myself behind the scenes is worth it. If at one day when i might break down and cry someone will dumb down everything just to be there for me and encourage me...
oh i nearly forgot, yesterday i coloured my hair (:
back to black again!