Es ist wirklich traurig Freunde zu verlieren mit denen man einen Teil seines Lebens verbracht hat. Mit denen man lachen konnte und die einen aufgemuntert haben, wenn mal gar nichts lief. Wahrscheinlich vermisst jeder irgendwen.. und niemand kann wirlich wissen, ob sich die Wege in ferner Zukunft nich vielleicht doch noch einaml kreuzen und man wieder zueinander findet oder nicht.
imagining life as a book you need to finish up with a chapter to start with a new, maybe even better one! try to turn the page and write in big latters "the best part of my life will still come" :D
with a-chan, avian, fidi, aki, lan, hiko, steffi and nezu
on friday we were fooling around in the kids-section of H&M, bought a monster- mega- maxi- menu at mcdoanlads, spend time in a-chans car with music so loud you couldn't hear your own voice, made some pictures with a strange horn we found in my room and had a lot of fun!!!
on saturday there was a home party at lans place with fidi, avian, steffi and nezu. this time we didn't end up with a jelly-battle but with a noodle-fight. I've never ever seen so many noodles on the ground! wait... have i ever seen noodles on a floor?! oô
next day we went to the radarstation and climped to the top tower of it and from up there you can see every little detail of berlin, i love this place it's so beautiful and beyond words. next time we will make a barbecue up there :D YAY!
[gayness] I want to thank you all for making my life this perfect.. I can't and won't imagining it without you anymore. You'll forever have and be a part of my heart and i ask you: do you know any human being who could live without this thing called "heart"? For me it's clear: I(T) CAN'T! [/gayness]
▲Seth.▼ sagte: *so this friday it's chillin there no more stress. not even thinkin about it I don't want my darn precious bud to freak and break 0.0 Sano the shadow of a man sagte: freak and break o:? ▲Seth.▼ sagt: *yes. i'm sayin it's sad ya got no time no more. I know how hard you've been tryin. but man, you're exhausted..so this time, i'll try to help D: Sano the shadow of a man sagt: *>< thanks ▲Seth.▼ sagt: **sigh* **hits ur head* Sano the shadow of a man sagt: *ouch? ▲Seth.▼ sagt: *ROCK BRO : D *xD
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# ｆｕ ｋ ｃ ｎ' 府会 Ｐ Ａ Ｎ Ｄ Ａ . ° ::. (no time.) sagte: vllt. brauchst du mal ne' auszeit D: i.wie ein we. an dem du dich mal entspannen kannst - vllt. ein schönes bad :'D oder sowas <3 Sano the shadow of a man sagte: klingt gut *-* nur muss ich jedes we arbeiten ._. * # ｆｕ ｋ ｃ ｎ' 府会 Ｐ Ａ Ｎ Ｄ Ａ . ° ::. (no time.) sagt: *kannst du nicht mal eins frei nehmen D: nur ein einziges mal - es würde dir gut tun - du brauchst das auch mal. Immerhin bist du keine Maschine, sondern ein wundervoller Mensch :'D
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Ann! [Fuck you] sagt: *ich find einfach das dich dein charakter so schön macht *du strahlst aus dir herraus *und bei mir ist es so *das ich mich total wohl fühle.
Lan and me took the bus to marzahn (an area in berlin - like 2hours away from where I actually live) just to drive back again. 'cause the queue in front of the japanese garden was a bit too long, i don't know something like 100000 hours of waitingtime. and furthermore we weren't in the mood of paying 5€ just to see some flowers and buildings! consequently we've wasted 4 hours at trainstations and inside crowded trains while outside there was the best weather since ~7 months. BUT! somewhere on our trip we met avian aaand.. he had stuff to eat for me, damn! I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM XD (actually just because of the baguette he brought with him, no no *jokes*)
I found some old pictures in the last corner of my pc! guess who's this little boy? huh? ... Right! :D Wanted to upload these here 'cause I guess you shouldn't forget about your childhood and your past even though there were hard times, too. They're also a part of your life. Stop denying yourself my friend.
(my mum had a very bad taste of clothes!!) music: the lion king - I just can't wait to be king
